Showing posts with label lectio divina. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lectio divina. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Silent Still Presence

This morning 
the bell rings for Lauds 

The only postulant in this hermitage 
had just finished his Lectio Divina 

In his lectio, 
his meditatio, 

his oratio 
and his contemplatio 

He felt like he kept saying "yes" to Jesus 
almost as if he is there with Him in today's Gospel reading 

The postulant heads to the door of his cell 
his own private abode 

in which he feebly attempts to open himself to Jesus 
already dressed in his smock 

which he kept on since Vigils 
as he usually does 

He steps out the door of his cell 
foolishly expecting ordinariness 

A feast is set before his eyes 
Delightfully surprising this young boy masquerading as a grown man 

Between the cross atop the church and its bell tower 
A soft, warm gentle rainbow silently announces its still presence 

As he walks in wonder toward the church 
he sees this rainbow extend across the sky and onto the horizon 

Complementing itself with the mountain faithfully waiting for it 
Two lovers passionately embracing 

Completely un-self-conscious of all those below them 
Gawking up at them in wonder 

This magnificent sight 
Presented to this postulant at no cost 

Much like the gentle guidance 
Provided to the postulant during his visit with the Word 

Confirmed by the prior 
standing under this majestic rainbow reveling in it 

who in greeting the postulant
informs this young man, "this is for you."  

After chanting the Psalms during Lauds 
there in the assembly of the faithful 

during the prayers of petition and thanksgiving 
an elderly monk thanks God for the rainbow 

for the symbol 
of God's covenant with us 

and a postulant with much to learn 
thanks God for the gentle guidance of the Holy Spirit.  

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Listening To God

As I've previously mentioned on this blog, here at the hermitage we follow an ancient monastic practice toward the Bible called lectio divina.  Monks engage in lectio divina individually in their cells, or rooms, here at the hermitage.  We also host communal study of Scripture called collatio.

Lectio divina consists of four facets: lectio, meditatio, oratio and contemplatio.  Theoretically one follows these four stages in this order.


On the face of it, lectio is reading the words of Scripture.  However, when done properly, one rests upon the words so as to more likely absorb greater significance of them.  


Meditatio is meditating upon the Word.  During meditatio, ideally we are open to letting the Word grow in our hearts, to transform us into more than we have been.   


In oratio, we pray to God.  However, through oratio, we pray without words.  We pray in an attempt to open ourselves to what God is saying to us.  


During contemplatio, we sit silently in the presence of God.  We enjoy the stillness which is conducive to embracing and feeling God's presence.  


As I mentioned above, in addition to individual lectio divina in private, we also host collatio, a communal lectio divina.  We invite our retreatants who stay with us overnight to join us for collatio.  


As a postulant, and thus as someone in formation, being formed, shaped and molded in this monastic life, I also attend a separate, generally smaller collatio for myself and the monk in simple vows here.  Monks who are our mentors organize this collatio.  They, the monk in simple vows and I take turns leading this formation collatio.  


Recently I led this formation collatio.  I led the collatio on Proverbs 2:1-9 and on Matthew 19:27-29.  The text of Proverbs 2:1-9 is 


My son, if you take my words to heart 

and lay up my commands in your mind, 
giving your attention to wisdom 
and your mind to understanding, 
if you seek her out like silver 
and dig for her like buried treasure, 
then you will understand the fear of the Lord 
and attain to the knowledge of God; 
for the Lord bestows wisdom 
and teaches knowledge and understanding.  
Out of his store he endows the upright with ability 
as a shield for those who live blameless lives; 
for he guards the course of justice 
and keeps watch over the way of his loyal servants. 
Then you will understand what is right and just  
and keep only to the good man's path[.]  

The text of Matthew 19:27-29 is 


Peter said, "We here have left eveything to become your followers.  What will there be for us?"  


Jesus replied, "I tell you this: in the world that is to be, when the Son of Man is seated on His throne in heavenly splendor, you My followers will have thrones of your own, where you will sit as judges of the twelve tribes of Israel.  And anyone who has left brothers or sisters, father, mother, or children, land or houses for the sake of My name will be repaid many times over, and gain eternal life."  


A couple days after I was leading this formation collatio on these two Scripture readings, these same Scripture readings were going to be read during Mass.  On that particular day at Mass, we were going to be celebrating the feast of Saint Benedict.  We were going to be remembering and commemorating Saint Benedict, who, as the founder of the Benedictine order of monks, is widely seen as the father of western Christian monasticism.  


Once I started reviewing these Scripture readings in preparation for this formation collatio, I began to get excited.  In these Scripture passages, I was hearing echoes of the Rule of Saint Benedict, his set of guidelines for abbots and priors who run monasteries and the other monks who live in monasteries.  In the Prologue of the Rule of Saint Benedict, Saint Benedict writes 


Listen carefully, my son, 

to your master's precepts, 
and incline the ear of your heart (Proverbs 4:20).  
Receive willingly and carry out effectively 
your loving father's advice, 
that by the labor of obedience 
you may return to Him 
from whom you had departed by the sloth of disobedience.  
To you, therefore, my words are now addressed, 
whoever you may be, 
who are renouncing your own will 
to do battle under the Lord Christ, the true King, 
and are taking up the strong, bright weapons of obedience.  
And first of all, 
whatever good work you begin to do, 
beg of Him with most earnest prayer to perfect it, 
that He who has now deigned to count us among His children 
may not at any time be grieved by our evil deeds.  
For we must always so serve Him 
with the good things He has given us, 
that He will never as an angry Father disinherit His children, 
nor ever as a dread Lord, provoked by our evil actions, 
deliver us to everlasting punishment 
as wicked servants who would not follow Him to glory.  

Both the second chapter of Proverbs and the Prologue of the Rule address the recipient as "my son."  The Rule continues this relationship of parent and child, indicating that the guidance in the rule is "your loving father's advice," and advising the recipient to serve God well so that He will not disinherit us as an angry father would.  


Yet Saint Benedict was analogizing when he spoke in the words of the parent-child relationship.  He was not literally speaking of a father and son relationship between human beings.  Indeed, in the reading from the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus calls us to love and serve God first and foremost.  Jesus tells us that if, for the sake of loving God and our neighbor, we move away from our earthly families, and leave them so we can better love and serve others, we will greatly benefit.  If we sacrifice more, give much more for the love of God and of our neighbor, God will reward us.  If we give up what we have, we inherit from God.  We become more than we have been.  


Such are the types of guidance one seeks in lectio divina.  We aim to still and silence ourselves so as to better listen to God.  In lectio divina, we aspire to be open to what God has to say to us, how God wants to direct us, counsel us, nourish us, and help us evolve into people better than we have been.  Through His Word, God seeks to strip away all which would separate us from God.  


Once we have tried to listen to the Word of God, ideally we have been purified by the Word of God.  Having purified hearts, we can bring such joyous contentment into our functioning throughout our day.  Having listened well to God in lectio divina, we are thus prepared to listen to Him well as we progress through the rest of our day.  Listening to the Lord well, we are thus also prepared, indeed, properly equipped, lovingly to listen to, and to serve, our neighbor.  One should not mistake such benefits of active ministry as being more valuable than such foundational contemplative transformation.  Having been thus transformed through, with and in the Holy Spirit, it becomes less important what we do: we are more importantly living in communion with Him, a relational foundation which we must have for anything and everything we do, if what we do is to have the meaning which God wills it to have.  

Friday, June 26, 2015

Who Am I?

Who am I?  Why am I here on this earth?  Many people ask themselves these questions.  Some people more specifically ask what God is calling them to do.  Every person is called by God to a particular vocation.  A person can define his or her vocation as the specific ministry, work or pursuit to which God is calling that particular person. 

Last weekend here at the hermitage, we had a retreat for persons aged 18 to 30 who are trying to discern their vocations.  Father Raniero, Brother Bede, Father Cyprian and a lay religious teacher led the retreat.  I was able to sit in on the sessions and offer some thoughts during some of the discussions. 

People could sign up for this particular retreat while discerning various vocations.  Those who attend this vocation discernment retreat might wonder if God has been calling them to marriage.  Another participant might feel called to consecrated religious life as a nun, monk, friar or priest.  Yet another attendee might be discerning whether to apply to graduate school. 

As usual with preached retreats here at the hermitage, participants arrived on Friday afternoon.  During the Friday evening session, Brother Bede offered some general thoughts on discerning one's vocation.  Attendees received some brief excerpts on vocation and spiritual identity to read in anticipation of the next morning's session.

During the Saturday morning session, Father Cyprian guided our guests through a couple of the writings.  We discussed the reality that each of us has a choice.  We are given many chances to decide whether we are going to do what is common and what is expected from others.  At times doing so may be necessary and other times superfluous.  We decide whether we are going to do what nourishes our souls.  We can choose to try to listen to God, who is calling us to utilize the gifts He has given us, to glorify Him and to serve our neighbor, and thus pursue genuine joy.  We can elect to try to be who we are meant to be, who God has intended us to be and has planned for us to further become. 

In the afternoon, participants had opportunities to receive spiritual direction from monks.  They got to speak with monks about their discernment, consequently receiving spiritual accompaniment with attendant insight and questions to guide them and spur further thought, to aid them in their discernment. 

Later in the afternoon, these retreatants learned about lectio divina, a monastic practice toward reading the Bible and listening to God through the Word.  Insofar as God speaks to us through the Word, and seeks to guide us through the Word, lectio divina is helpful as one proceeds in discernment of one's vocation. 

On Saturday night, we got to know the vocation discernment retreatants a little better during a social gathering.  Over fruit, cheese and crackers, we talked about our spiritual journeys and whatever else happened to come up as we socialized. 

In the final session on Sunday morning, our guests shared with us what they learned during this vocation discernment retreat.  Amongst thoughts we heard expressed, we heard some say that they feel called to pray to God.  We also heard the realization that one can't go it alone, that one can't rely on oneself.  As is often the case when people stay here at the hermitage, we heard hopes too of, upon leaving here, continuing to feel some of the peace felt here. 

After someone experienced peace, he wanted more peace.  What we wish, we seek.  What we seek in the praise and service of God, we will find.  "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.  For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened."  Matthew 7:7-8.  

Are we asking, and if so, for what?  Are we seeking, and if we are searching, for what are we longing with the deepest recesses of our souls?  Are we knocking on the doors of our innermost being?  If we launch on such inquiries, we find that God is calling each of us to a special endeavor specifically intended for each of us.  God is inviting all of us to something extraordinary.  

God is at the door for each of us.  God is saying to every person, "I stand at the door and knock.  If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with Me."  Revelation 3:20.  Let us ask, seek and knock, and let us open the door to God when He knocks.  In asking, seeking, knocking, and answering the door when God knocks, let us become more than we have been.  Let us experience true happiness.  Amen.