Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Enjoying The Lyrid Meteor Shower Under Humbling Monastic Skies

Last night the Lyrid meteor shower was expected to peak around 10:30 p.m.  A little after 10 p.m., I headed out of my cell to see if I could spot any shooting stars.  As I was closing the gate to the garden of my cell, I looked up and saw a meteor streaking across the sky.  Given the narrow bit of sky that's in range of sight from that path between the rows of monastic cells, I figured something like, "Wow, if I saw one right away, in that small bit of sky, maybe there are a lot of them."  

I continued and went off the path, and in the direction of the driveway.  After a couple hundred feet, I stopped and looked up.  The sky was quite clear.  As I was standing there facing the firmament, I considered that we're tiny human beings, on only one planet, orbiting a relatively small star amidst hundreds of billions of stars in our galaxy, amongst hundreds of billions of galaxies.  Recalling our insignificance, the challenges we face are brought into perspective.


Witnessing the unfathomably large expanse above, I witnessed a meteor racing through the darkness.  As is the case the vast majority of the time, it streaked out and disappeared.  However, it called to mind a previous instance when I was watching a meteor shower and a dot suddenly appeared, not moving, but getting much brighter, and then suddenly winking out.  Back then I realized that what I had seen was a meteor heading right at me.


Recalling that memory of merciful deliverance from utter annihilation, once again I received several nourishing reminders.  Whatever we are presently enduring, it could be worse.  Right now the coronavirus threatens our physical health, is killing some of us, putting others of us in intensive care units, depriving us of financial income, and restricting us from traveling.  Yet, thanks be to God, a giant meteor has not hurtled into our atmosphere and wreaked widespread carnage.  Earlier this year there were multiple instances when very large meteors came relatively close to us but sped by with no physical impacts.


However, if we so choose, we can let these reminders of our littleness, fragility and precariousness have significant spiritual impacts upon us.  We can welcome these messengers from the wider realm of the universe so that they may teach us humility.  If they help us to be humble, then we can take a further step and turn toward God.  If we meditate on these matters, we can come to find that, in the midst of what we currently see as misfortune, we have limitless reason to thank, adore and praise God.  Amen.  

Friday, April 10, 2020

Do Not Remain A Single Grain

We are getting challenged in these current days of the coronavirus.  We are being called to die to our conceptions of what we think our lives are supposed to look like.  

Why are we so constrained right now?  We are presented with opportunities at every moment in our lives.  We are to pray always*, including right now.  


One night nearly two thousand years ago, an innocent man knew His life on this earth was about to come to an end.  He cried out to Our Father in Heaven, "If it is possible, let this cup pass from me."**  Moments later, he prayed, "Father, if it is not possible that this cup pass without my drinking it, your will be done!”***  


We do not have a High Priest who is unable to sympathize with us as we are in the midst of our current trials.****  Let us not forget that He suffered too.  And keep in mind He is with us in our angst.*****  We too should voice our agony to God.  And then we should turn ourselves over to Him.  


Having turned Himself over to the Father, Jesus was put to death on The Cross.  He knew His sacrifice was not hollow.  Whenever someone sacrifices with love, the effort is not wasted.  He died so that we could have life.  Through Him, we have life, and have it abundantly.******  


Unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains a single grain, but if it dies, it yields a rich harvest.*******  Through His death and resurrection, much life was brought into the world.  


After voicing our current anguish, we can turn ourselves over to God.  In these days now, we too can let new life emerge through us.  


* 1 Thessalonians 5:17 

** Matthew 26:39 
*** Matthew 26:42 
**** Hebrews 4:15 
***** Matthew 28:20 
****** John 10:10 
******* John 12:24 

Wednesday, April 8, 2020

We Used To Go Wherever We Wanted

Jesus said to Saint Peter that truly, truly, when he was younger, he used to go wherever he wanted, but that when he would grow old, someone else would tell him where he would go, where he did not want to go.  By this Jesus indicated how, later in Peter's life, God would be glorified through Peter.* 

And I say to you, when we were younger, we used to go wherever we wanted, but now that we have grown older, others are telling us we cannot go where we would like to go.  We must stay at home.  We cannot simply go wherever we want during these days of the coronavirus.  And in this, you might ask, God is glorified? 


Watch for further developments.  Stay awake.**  Use your eyes to see, and your ears to hear...***


* John 21:18-19

** Matthew 24:42; Matthew 25:13; Mark 13:33
*** Isaiah 6:10; Jeremiah 5:21; Ezekiel 12:2; Matthew 13:13; Mark 8:18; John 12:40